ChaoticNick

Opposites attract, is that even true?Was skeptical until I noticed me, gazing at you,A panic bus hit me, and dam it hit hard,Suddenly all of your notifications were starred,Never rode a roller coster, but this felt like the worst one,Week starts on Monday, and in the first hour I was done,Spiralling back and forth, slowly crumbling in thought,While my brains cells were performing, an elaborate fox-trot,Focus kissed me goodbye, logic straight outta the door,Not a wink of sleep while my heart was left sore,It is what it is, at least that’s what I told myself,This isn’t something I could’ve kept, […]

She’s barely a hundred pounds, no fear in her eyes,Always so strong and cold,only her pillow hears her cries,Why did she become stone? What even got her there?With the devil himself, she has an old affair,She’s the sweetest thing around,with the most daunting mask,You can trying peeling the layers,but it’s not an easy task,She looks so calm and quite,but there’s a fire burning inside,I’ve gazed in her eyes, and I was left petrified,If she happens to look and smile,consider it your lucky day,No she’s not interested, she’s far from that cliché,She’s the toughest puzzle there is,tremendously enigmatic,If your heart slips […]

Teri aawaz na jaane kyu ab tak satati hai,Raat ke sannate mein bhi aksar sunai deti hai,Pukarti nahi, lekin sunn kar acha lagta hai,Phir sochta hu tere baare mein, tab dil chubne lagta hai. Kaash tum ek aur pal rukh jaati,Kaash ek baar phir peeche mud jaati,Tujhe mein bata paata,Tujhe aakhir mein kitna chahta,Farak par tujhe phir bhi padta nahi,Yeh dil ki bate hai, tujhe samajhti nahi,Khudgarz ho ya tumhara bhi dil toota hai,Pyaar ke bazaaron ne hume bhi loota hai. Agar paana aasan hota, toh yeh dil tumhe chunta nahi,Agar paana aasan hota, toh yeh dil tumhe chunta nahi,Mujhe […]

Perfection’s a myth, but right now your so close,My vision maybe blurry, but deep down my mind knows,You are the forbidden fruit, in the holiest garden,If only this atrocity, had an easy pardon,Sleepless and in thought, I lay down every night,Staring at a blank screen, struggling to write,If all of my feelings, could be put into words,You’d hear my heart sing,like the early morning birds,And even if that happens,it won’t bring a smile on your face,You’re simply going to deem me, “an everyday nutcase”,I don’t want anything, just for you to understand,Unwittingly you became, my Alice in wonderland,The days I […]

Ek waqt aisa ayega,Saari khwahishein tumhari sach hogi,har dua qabool hogi,Par fir bhi ek afsos hoga,aankhon mein aasun zaroor hoga,Itmam sirf ek afsana hai,yeh dil tumhara diiwana hai,Lagam isko lagti nahi, batakar yeh bhagta nahi,Tum yuhi muskuraoge,aur tabahi machti jayegi,Haste jhoolte gaoge, aur chot lagti jayegi,Dard meetha lagega, bechaini nashili lagegi,Ek waqt aisa ayega, tumhe khwaab dikhayega,Tum pankh jaise hi lagaoge,muh ke bal gir jaoge,Haqiqat ka khauf hi aisa hai,ek tanha pal jaisa hai,Khwaabo ka bhoot fir chod jayega,saans bhi dard pochayega,Uthne ki taaqat nahi rahegi,uthne ka maan bhi nahi rahega,Phir ek waqt ayega, ek naya khwaab dikhayega. itmam- perfectionafsana- […]

In my stable mid-twenties, skies being no limit,Married man already from a little over a minute,I switch gears disproportionately time after time,Sober through the years, next day tequila with lime,Random is the thrill, conventional is so boring,A weekend no sleep, another passes snoring,Change is the only constant, that is the world’s norm,Flow like the wind, then become a sandstorm,My heart’s my ally through this, while my mind is tired of fighting,One’s a flashy fool, while the other silently writing,Through the constant quarrel and often stuck in between,Theres a bottled up grandpa with a heart of a teen,An odd amalgamation, somehow […]